I wonder what everyone's up to this weekend. Maybe I should try to throw some kind of party. Would anyone come? I know throwing parties is Jess's thing, but I don't know, it might help me get back into the social scene. I'm so lonely! Maybe it sounds shallow, but I've always been used to having a lot of friends and a boyfriend. Now I'm just out of sorts. Everyone's gotten used to me being away that people aren't exactly knocking down my door to be friends again. I guess I should have expected that. Why should people turn their lives upside down because I decided to come back from London? Still, it is lonely. Not having a boyfriend, too. Am I really that hollow of a person that I need other people to complete me?
Of course not.
But maybe a small party wouldn't hurt, either.